2003-10-05 at 2:23 p.m. - No titles.

There is joy in releasing frustrations and having someone to sympathize with you. I love my friends dearly, and Aunt Chris. Aunt Chris who is not my aunt, but still, she is awesome. We all went to Wendy's and just sat and talked and got out a lot of frustrations and such, it seems like everyone is having a rough time with things family related...so it makes me feel not so lonely that I am the only one. I have faith though that I am going to get through this situation and be able to look back and learn from it.

Anyway, Jason is finally home from Washington DC. He got in late last night but made it in to church this morning. It was wonderful seeing him because he was very much missed. I think within like 7 days, we spoke once over the phone for about 5 minutes. It was a good break for us and all, but don't get me wrong, he's a great friend and awesome at giving advice so it would have been great to have him here this week, but the time to myself was good.

Tonight is the first swing dance practice of the musical and I can't say that I am looking forward to it. In all honesty, I'm not all that comfortable with the two people who help teach it. Last year my dance partner got sick so we didn't learn two moves and when they tried to teach us them and partner didn't really grasp them, they sort of gave up on us. Oh well though, I am going to try hard this year and hopefully they will pair me up with someone who won't be gone a whole lot or someone who already really knows what they are doing. I know I won't get paired with Jason though because he is an awesome swing dancer and he really knows his stuff, so I see him getting partnered up with Emily or someone else who dances like she does. They won't partner real couples up anyway, so I may see myself with either Tim or Mauricio (who I had last year) or Marcos (Mauricio's brother)...I don't know. Or Hayde, but probably Tim or Mauricio because they are a lot closer to my height.

Anyway...I think I need to go rest up because I don't feel so great. More later on practice and how that goes...

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